WONDER Why does a cloud break itself up into raindrops? Why doesn't it fall like a juicy dirigible or a large jelly bean into the park, onto my house, onto me? Does God poke his fingers into the clouds, making them giggle and split themselves into tiny parts? Does God want to evenly water lawns, forests, pastures, deserts, oceans? Does He like to see vast sweeping sheets of rain, a deluge plunging down a mountain, a misty dawn pattering gently against my window? And what about snow? Does that great white quilt overhead simply shiver itself Into crystals? Or does God patiently create each exquisite flake for his own enjoyment, or for mine? I will always wonder what caused me to wonder about these matters. Lucille Murphy